Heeling and Healing

I've had a slowly building pain in my left hip for several days, and by Tuesday I was in absolute agony. Every step was awful and fortunately my chiropractor was able to fit me in. I felt better after the adjustment but she recommended I also get some muscle work done with the massage therapist on staff. She's wonderful and has helped me since the accident. These sessions are continuing to get more and more bizzarre. The previous session yielded a lot of electricity, causing cell phones to ring (they were off) and lights to flicker. She also received electrical shocks via my body. Yesterdays session had its own set of strange circumstances: while she would work on my hip, the pain would radiate down my body, she'd work on that part, until we got down to the toes, then it went back up into the hip. She expressed frustration as this pain ping-ponged its way around my leg. I told her my theory is that for some reason I am holding onto the accident and it's manifesting itself this way, and the reason I think this is I feel myself resisting her efforts as she works on me. I don't know why. So, I think it's time I visit a "shrink" to explore what's going on in this head of mine. I do know I still have some leftover trauma and grief so maybe it's time to talk to someone about it.
After the hour session I felt looser and more fluid and I was sooo grateful for these two talented people in my life. I was able to go to Moto's Open class in the evening and he continues to thrill me with his enthusiasm and rapid progress. He has the concept of the BJ, DR and ROH down. What needs work now is the understanding that he quickly needs to return to me. Now that we have a proper-fitting dumbbell I think that will come. Front work continues to need work but is coming along. But overall I am really thrilled with how we are coming along as a team!